Fear

Fear of being on my own

Fear of losing someone I love

Fear of getting home

Fear of finding an ambulance at the door

Fear of having to look after everything on my own

Fear of not seeing any of them anymore

Fear of being on my own

Fear of not being able to put up with sadness

Fear of not having enough life

Fear of waking up to an empty room

Fear of forgetting you

Fear of not having you

Fear of not living with you all

Fear of not travelling with you anymore

Fear of not hearing your voices

Fear of silence at home

Fear they will disappear without trace

Fear of the past events

Fear of death

Fear this will end too soon

Fear of waking up to find any of you gone

Fear of not loving and fear of not being loved

Fear that something will change

Fear of living without you

Fear of not being able to celebrate birthdays

Fear of losing this lovely family I have

I´ve said that.